tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7279456524893953887.post690460742034813682..comments2023-04-02T05:14:49.503-05:00Comments on Masochistically Defiant: 30 Days of Submission: Day ThreeMonstrsNightmarehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01255178217062735503noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7279456524893953887.post-54560872977288635612012-04-23T21:33:33.557-05:002012-04-23T21:33:33.557-05:00I envy that. For me, submission wasn't a stren...I envy that. For me, submission wasn't a strength to draw from. I had to put on my game face. Every day. Show no weakness. Was I taken advantage of when it showed? Absolutely, so I tried to be what I wasn't so I could deal. Making others happy, putting other peoples needs over mine, it killed my spirit frequently. Because it wasn't seen as anything other than my ultimate weakness. With Monster it took that trust and respect to set it free. To let go and say, "you've got this. We're good. You take the reins, I trust your direction."MonstrsNightmarehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01255178217062735503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7279456524893953887.post-80875654372126813352012-04-23T20:57:26.621-05:002012-04-23T20:57:26.621-05:00I have always been this way. For me it's the f...I have always been this way. For me it's the fact that Daddy accepts my submission, and cherishes it, cherishes me. I've never had that. It was always draining, never replenishing. With Ward, it is reciprocal and I want to give him everything.Junehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03940211128244967387noreply@blogger.com