30 Days of Submission: Day 3

How do you know you are submissive or have the potential to be submissive? How do you feel when you express your submission?

How do you know you are submissive or have the potential to be submissive? 

-At first I had to be told that that is what I was/showed signs of. It wasn't something than I knew existed. But from the start, I was different with Monster. I wanted to make him happy. It made me feel... whole... when he was happy over something I did for him. I did things for him that I had never done for anyone else.

When I made him dinner, I always fixed his plate, and wouldn't start eating until he had his first bite. I looked to him for answers, asked him about which outfit I should wear, considered whether or not something would meet his approval. It was lot of small things that all led to a bigger thing. Submission. Wanting to keep him happy. I denied it a little bit when he told me, but I looked into what he was saying, and yeah... he was right. No surprise, he's a very smart man.

After that, I embraced it and learned all that I could about that word and what it meant.

How do you feel when you express your submission?

-I feel completed, like something clicked into place and made sense. When I do all those little things for him, I feel... right. I really have no idea how to express how it makes me feel. Lol