30 Days of Submission: Day Two

Describe who you might submit to and how. Are you exclusively submissive in marriage or just in the bedroom? Are you submissive only in the context of a scene or in a role or throughout your daily life? Are you submissive to play partners or only in the context of a relationship?

Okay, gonna break it down into individual answers for each question.

Describe who you might submit to and how.

Monster is who I submit to. How? Well...uhh...He has this uncanny power over me. Even if I give him nine kinds of Hades, I still want to surrender to him. I want him to take control and be the big, bad boss man. I submit my thoughts, my heart, my body, they're his and he knows it. Hmm, the how, is however he wants it, I guess.

Are you exclusively submissive in marriage or just in the bedroom?

In my own way, yes and no. Daily life can at times get in the way of any kind of kink dynamic. But I do know that no matter what, I do things with him in my thoughts.
"My Monster Man would be so happy to lift the toilet seat and see shiny porcelain." Stuff like that.
In the bedroom, no. I can and am most of the time. There is the random occassion where I will be the one that initiates and controls our bedroom rendezvous. He likes those moments as much as I do. Is it submitting, if I am doing it because I know he will enjoy it?

Are you submissive only in the context of a scene or in a role or throughout your daily life?

Another toughie, but all I can say is yes and no. There might be a percentage of about 85% of the time. It really depends on what is going on for the day. At the end of the ones where I have had to be in charge for most of it, the bedroom becomes my sanctuary of submission.

Are you submissive to play partners or only in the context of a relationship?

Play partners...haha. Since we have yet to have a play partner, I will have to say no. BUT, if we were ever to find someone we both connected with, I see myself as more switchy than subbie. Being Dominated by another girl is a fantasy of mine, but so is the reverse. So...inside of a certain play scense, yes I would/could be submissive to a play partner. Even if it went from being a play partner to a relationship. All the while, still being submissive to Monster.