You suck. No, you suck

Yesterday afternoon, Monster and I had a talk. Here lately with as busy as he has been, our kinky side has been put on the back burner. Like, put back and semi-forgotten.

Things are slowing down with taking care of the in-laws and hopefully we can get back to some semblance of order. Our daily life as Daddy & his girl hasn't been affected. It's the kink that's changed. Our little explorations slowed down, a lot. So we talked about it.

Me: Do you miss how we used to be? Like do you look back to a year ago and just wish we were still like that?

Monster: Yeah. But with all that's happened, it's been hard to get in that mindset.

Me: Mindset?

Monster: Where I can let go and not have a million things I have to do running through my mind.

When it comes down to it. I know exactly what he means. By the end of the day, we are both just ready for bed. Him taking care of two houses and three disabled relatives, he's going constantly. And in Oklahoma Spring always brings lovely tornadoes. So we have nights where we have to rush to his parents to take care of them. The 'fraidy hole gets lots of visits during Spring. Anyway, I am rambling. Back to the juicy, good stuff.

Last night we did our normal thing. As soon as the brat was asleep, Monster looked at me and said, "Pigtails. Now." My tummy flopped and squiggled. That Daddy voice, the intensity in his eyes, it hit me quick. That nervous anticipation. I did my hair in pigtails and got ready while he showered. Then we went to bed.

And the experimentations started. Earlier we had talked about suction cups. So when we got to our room, we played with a breast pump. Monster likes to tinker with stuff and the pump was one of his mad scientist projects. Let me just say...wow. That slow, light suction was magicial. My muscles felt so wonderful and certain naughty bits were extra sensitive. It was an experience I will never, ever forget. I got some much needed flogger action while putting my mouth to good use. By the end of our little play time I was soaring.

We had a reconnection, a glimpse into what once was. My subbie side came out in full force. His big, bad, sexy Boss Man side...well, I can't say it came out, because it's always there, but it was definitely the more demanding side. It was a much needed play time. We both passed smooth out and had a decent night of sleep. And that's always a good thing.