Yeah, defiance pays off...

I have been a baaaaad girl. My headspace has been so...craptastic here lately. Not really at my best, but not at my worst either. Just kinda gritchy and defiant.

Monster helped me last night. When it was time for bed, he pulled out the Boss Man. No sooner do I get to my side of the that he gives the first command. No pj's. We talk about the things that are dragging me down while he rubs my shoulders. It's been so long since we have had that kind of connection. My body starts relaxing and he slips one of my play collars on me. I turned to liquid. My head slowly starting letting go of the things that have been eating at me. He laughed softly to himself and I felt myself smile.

We keep talking, sorting things out, and just being together. He rubs down my arms and grabs ahold of my wrists. Then pulled them up above my head. "Hold them there bun." So I did. Behind me I felt him stretch to the night stand. Right by my ear I hear that familiar pull of duct tape. He grabbed my wrists again and starts taping my hands together. Pretty pink cuffs that make me smile. He taps my hands and I lower them. He rubs some more and then gets up. My breath was so loose, so even, I was starting my descent.

After he fixes my pillows behind my head he gets back on the bed. He tells me to put mt hands above my head while he twirls the roll of tape around his fingers. His eyes just bore into me and it sends me falling even faster. There's a slap on my thigh and I raise my legs. The tape winds around and holds my legs together. Then he moves to my ankles. Next comes the tiny vibe that he made, taped onto my naughty bits. I could feel my pupils dialte. That change of breathing. His next words make my heart flutter. "Now, who's all talk and no follow through?" Ohhhhhhh crap! I completely forgot about all the snarky comments I had made throughout the week. The most common being about him being all talk. "Didn't think I remembered, did you?" There I am lying on the bed with my mouth and legs taped shut and no way to escape. My head just circles a repeat track of "oh crap, oh crap, oh crap." He just...laughs. That evil, sadistic laugh, then gets down to the tormentation of the girl formly known as nightmare.

For over an hour he rotates with flogger, vibe, bare hand, and pink flyswatter. Back, belly, side, not an inch of me is left untouched. When he is ready for the finale he takes out a knife and cuts the tape off my legs. It sent shivers through my body. That cool metal against my skin and then hearing it rip through the tape. It was glorious. The claiming of his girl sent a release throughout my body. Just that shuddering of everything, every big and small little thing, rushing out of my body. Our releases both long overdue and well worth the wait. After it was all done my head felt so lighter than it had.