Day Six: 30 words that describe me

1. Quirky
2. Defiant
3. Confusing
4. Contradictory
5. Shy
6. Odd
7. Deviant
8. Accident prone
9. Sleepy
10. Happy
11. Crazy in love
12. Addicted
13. Crafty
14. Smart mouth
15. A few fries short of a Happy Meal
16. Weird
17. Bookworm
18. Myself
19. Wife
20. Mother
21. Friend
22. Freak
23. Quiet
24. Loud...when you get to know me
25. Ditzy...at times
26. Rainbow
27. Magpie
28. The Nightmare for my Monster
29. Nerdy
30. Strong

That was probably the easiest one. LOL!

Day Five: 30 Kinks That Make Me Happy

Yay!! Now for the super naughty fun stuff!!! ;)

1. Two words: Duct. Tape. I love the smell and the feel and that burn when it gets ripped off. I love how Monster can tape me up so many different ways.
2. Rope. I love feeling like Monster's little puppet. It's always fun!
3. Floggers. Those are love! The burn/sting kind more than the thud. I like the thud, but not as much as I love that sting.
4. Collars and cuffs. I love how they feel when he puts them on me.
5. Playing out in the woods behind our house. There's just something about being nakie in the woods.
6. Being led on a leash. Makes me feel pretty.
7. His hands on my neck.
8. Crops/slappers.
9. Suction things.
10. Clothes pins on my bits.
11. A certain paddle...but shhh, I tell Monster it's evil
12. Rope...did I mention it already? ;)
13. Rough handling
14. Suprise sex...you know, the kind you aren't expecting it and BAM! you're a puddle of girl goo.
15. His hands on my throat
16. Threats being whispered in my ear
17. Being told that I belong to him
18. Hearing this sentence: Get over here girl. *swoon*
19. Duct tape...it's wonderful stuff
20. Predicament bondage
21.  Anticipating the whatever while on my hands and knees
22. Blindfolds
23. Naughty uses for every day items
24. Him pulling my hair and dragging me wherever he wants me to go.
25. Rope...yeah, I know it's been mentioned...what can I say, I love rope. ;)
26. Him growling when I dance away from him
27. His hands, maybe not "kinky" but he can do some wicked, dirty things with those babies!
28. Monster and all his evil genius
29. Shower sexcapades
30. ROPE!! lol!

This was a whole lot harder than I figured it would be. I am so not in the right mindset to be thinking of kinky things, but these are the ones that are pretty close to the forefront of my mind at the moment.

<3
MN

Dear Commenters,

I feel so bad. I am not ignoring you. Promise.

For some funky reason, I can't comment on blogger. Any one else having or have had this problem? It saying to pick which profile to post with, but there is nothing there to pick. I'm logged in, obvisously, but can't reply to any comments.

I want to have sex!

But not the missionary, procreation kind. The dirty kind. The normal kind.

That is all.

Day Four: 30 Books That Suck Me In

I am going to be stealing from my favorites list on goodreads.com. Haha, I am cheating!!

1. What Happened to Goodbye - Sarah Dessen
2. The Last Song - Sarah Dessen
3. Along For The Ride - Sarah Dessen
4. Just Listen - Sarah Dessen
5. Dance Upon The Air - Nora Roberts
6. Heaven and Earth - Nora Roberts
7. Face the Fire - Nora Roberts
8. Carolina Moon - Nora Roberts
9. Blood Brothers - Nora Roberts
10. The Hollow - Nora Roberts
11. The Pagan Stone - Nora Roberts
12. The Missing Butterfuly - Megan Derr
13. Dark Lover - J.R. Ward
14. Lover Eternal - J.R. Ward
15. Lover Awakened - J.R. Ward
16. Lover Revealed - J.R. Ward
17. Lover Unbound - J.R. Ward
18. Lover Unshrined - J.R. Ward
19. Lover Avenged - J.R. Ward
20. Lover Mine - J.R. Ward
21. Lover Unleashed - J.R. Ward
22. Lover Reborn - J.R. Ward
23. Heaven Sent - Jet Mykles
24. Purgatory - Jet Mykles
25. Hell - Jet Mykles
26. Faith - Jet Mykles
27. Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone - J.K. Rowling
28. Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban - J.K. Rowling
29. Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix - J.K. Rowling
30. Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows - J.K. Rowling

Okay, so I didn't get to add all the Harry Potter ones in there, but I love the entire series. Yes, I am a dork. :p

Day Three: 30 Songs That I Absolutely Adore

Okay, fair warning everyone, I am a bit of Metal/Alternative/Rock/Screamo junkie. A lot of these are going to be in those genres. I love all kinds of music, but these are pretty much the bands/songs I play on a daily basis. But, there are some Red Dirt songs and some country songs on there for your viewing pleasure...and to save your ears. :)

1. The Mortician's Daughter - Black Veil Brides
I ♥ this song. No matter what mood I am in, it always makes me happy. And it's one of BVB's calmer songs. That's always a plus. :)

2. Ten Storey Love Song - The Stone Roses
One of mine and Monster's songs. So sweet.

3. So Far Away - Avenged Sevenfold
It reminds me of my gramma that died and says a lot of things that I feel even after 14 years.

4. Make Me Bad/In Between Days - Jonathan Davis ft. The Cure

5.1979 - Smashing Pumpkins

6.. Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park
One of my songs for Monster. 'Cause he's my somewhere to belong. The lyrics to this just fit how he has helped me through a lot of stuff. Letting me get to places on my own, but never leaving me alone.
7. Tears Don't Fall - Bullet For My Valentine

8. Before I Forget - Slipknot

9. Gorgeous Nightmare - Escape The Fate
Hehe, one of Monster's for me. He's sweet and romantic like that.

10. Through Glass - Stone Sour


11. Every Girl - Turnpike Troubadours
The song everyone that knows me, thinks could have been written about me. It's one of my theme songs. Plus they are just awesome musicians.

12. Diamonds and Gasoline - Turnpike Troubadours
Another one of mine and Monster's love songs. And it's not rock! O.O

13. Country Girl - Red Eye Gravy
Monster's song for me. lol. Cowpunk is love.

14. Free - Zac Brown Band

15. Hard To Handle - Black Crowes
No comment

16. Black - Pearl Jam

17. Right In Two - TOOL
This is one of those songs, that will always start a massively long conversation between Monster and I. About all kinds of things.

18. Closer To The Edge - 30 Seconds To Mars
It just makes me happy. Lol

19. Life Is Beautiful - Sixx:A.M.

20. Afterlife - A7X

21. She Talks To Angels - Black Crowes

22. Swallowed - Bush
It's Gavin, how could I not? Lol.

23. First Dance - Never Shout Never
This song drives Monster bonkers and gets in his head sooooo bad. But I'd like it even if it didn't. It makes me happy and hyper.

24. Perfect Weapon - BVB

25. Always The Love Songs - Eli Young Band
See, I do like sweet and soft stuff. :p

26. Staplegunned - The Spill Canvas

27. HateFuck - The Bravery
Yum!

28. Dear God - A7X

29. Bring Me To Life - Evanescence

30. The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars



You know...I thought this was going to be the easiest one of all these, but it was the hardest. There are so many I could pick, but my music preferences change with my moods. I tried to throw some of the easier to listen to stuff in there and resisted adding more than a few songs by certain bands.

Day Two: 30 Things That Freak Me Out

1. Hearing the words...we need to talk.

2. Ceiling fans. I always think they are going to crash down on my head and impale me somehow.

3. One word: needles

4. Driving by semi trucks.

5. Myself

6. Snakes

7. Spiders and other creepy crawly kinds of bugs.

8. Clowns

9. Sitting in the middle of aisle seats

10. Heights

11. Dentists

12. Bridges

13. The Dark

14. Closed in spaces

15. The thought of never being good enough.

16. People I don't know hugginv me.
17. The sight of blood.
This is harder than I thought!
18. People who have an aggressive nature.
19. Flying. More turbulence, than the flying.
20. Myself. I know, it's already been listed. But I freak myself out a lot.
21. The thoughg of Monster getting tired of me and leaving.
22. Being in a crowd of people.
23. A roomful of people I don't know.
24. Talking to people I don't know.
25. Seeing people or animals that are hurt.
26. Getting stuck in an elevator.
27. Dark rooms.
28. Mirrors in bathrooms. (I have no clue why)
29. Houses that don't give off a happy vibe.
30. Going inside of the shed. It's the creepy, crawly hideout. Plenty of hiding places for numbers 6 and 7.

Day One: 30 Things You Don't Know About Me

Playing catch up, but better late than never! :)

1. I stand at a whopping 5 feet 2 1/2 inches tall. But I claim 5'3".

2. I love the smell of lemony things.

3. My favorite song changes every day. It always depends on my mood.

4. I keep my head during an emergency, but flip out after everything is over and taken care of.

5. I am the girl that will walk face first into a door that says pull, because I tried to push it open.

6. I think snakes and spiders have a conspiracy network for the sole purpose of stalking me.

7. I ♥ mustard. I think it is yummy stuff.

8. I talk in my sleep. Badly. Monster is always teasing me the next morning for what I said during the night.

9.I wash my hair first and my face last.

10.I love shoes of all kinds, but 99.99% of the time, I can be found barefoot.

11. I get nervous when I have to talk on the phone.

12. I have social anxiety.

13. My absolute, most favoritest thing to eat is cold cheese pizza.

14. I have a very dirty mind and it has only gotten worse as the years have gone by.

15. Even though I have a dirty mind, saying the names of naughty bits makes me blush like crazy.

16. Fart sounds make me giggle.

17. I love the smell of sharpie markers.

18. I have never broken a bone. Which surprises my family to no end. As clumsy as I am, I remain unbroken.

19. Girls confuse the crap out of me.

20. The sight of blood makes me feel dizzy and sick to my stomach.

21. I pretend that meat doesn't come from animals.

22. I have never kissed a girl, but I have fantasized about it for years.

23. I have an infinished tattoo on my right shoulder blade. It tickled too much and I had to stop.

24. My life's ambition as a kid was to be a wife and mother.

25. I suck at Math.

26. I can't pop my knuckles.

27. My belly button is my off switch. If it get touched I feel like puking. Which stops whatever I was doing before contact was made.

28. I think chubby girls are sexy, but I hate my chubby body.

29. I have never watched a Star Wars movie all the way through.

30. I am right handed.

Phew, that was tough!

Countdown to 30

I am getting these up later than I had meant to. My plan was to do them each day of the month until my birthday. Since I have such a cruddy attention span, I am doing 9 days instead of 30 days of 30 things until my 30th birthday...yeah, it more than likely wouldn't have gotten done if I did 30 days. We saw how well my 30 Days of Submission went.

So I present to you, a countdown short enough for my attention span.

Since I am already 3 days behind, I will get each one posted individually and then hopefully stay up to date with them. A girl can dream, right. Here's the list of 9 days worth of 30 things til I'm 30.

1. 30 things you don't know about me
2. 30 things that freak me out
3. 30 songs I absolutely adore
4. 30 books that suck me in
5. 30 kinks that make me happy
6. 30 words that describe me
7. 30 things that make me smile
8. 30 quotes that describe me best
9. 30 lessons I have learned throughout my life

Sleepless and away from home

Sometimes it feels like a passing phase, this thing called masochisim. There are times when it is placed so far back into the depths of my mind, that I completely forget that I enjoy the burn, sting, and pain of certain things.